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[ceebeegee]

I've been really good the last two nights about going to bed at a reasonable hour and yet I still wake up and look and feel like death warmed over. Although last night that could be because I took one of the painkillers (although not the night--i.e., stronger--one)--it gave me extremely vivid dreams. I felt like I dreamed all night long, which is how I feel after taking a melatonin, which is why I only take them if I'm absolutely desperate from insomnia.

Depressed today again. I want this week to be over.