ceebeegee | A weird dream last night

I dreamed that I was about to marry someone I didn't love (this nice Jewish guy who was supposed to marry someone else whom he loved, but couldn't for some reason), and I didn't particularly want to get married, but was focusing on the details of the wedding to avoid thinking about this mistaken marriage. It was creepy--I was all caught up in the dress, and the food, and what underwear to wear with the dress, and when I was going to change into the dress, and then when I looked at this guy I was feeling sick, like Huge mistake, do not do this. And I think all the other guests knew it as well--there was a definite feeling of whistling in the dark. Cuh-ree-pee.

I have a friend who went through that in real life--I must have been thinking about it last night.